I wanted to take the opportunity to give a quick update on
ministry and life as it has been since my last post. Much has been happening, and I can almost see God turning a page of my life which I have
anticipated for the last four years with much apprehension and wonder as to
what would be contained in the next chapter.
Regarding ministry, things have been going very well, but
there is so much to do before camp starts! Raising support and preparing for my
role during the summer have been my two main focal points, and both have added
to the excitement of the season about to begin. Thus far I have been only
meeting with supporters in person, but I am planning on sending out letters (finally!) this
afternoon. My hope is that those will help begin relationships and start
conversations that will carry over into next fall when I will be able to really
focus on this aspect of my ministry. Roles for the summer are looking exciting too, as I am currently preparing for weekend excursions for our staff team, planning a staff medical prevention and emergency policies and procedures talk to give during staff training, and brainstorming how to put the wheels on some new alumni events we will be looking at starting next fall!
I have had it on my current prayer requests since I started this blog that I would be able to finish college well, and it is a praise for me to be able to say that (by much grace!) I graduated from college last weekend on Saturday. I remember seeing
on Thursday night that my grades had been posted and felt the finality
of passing and being completely done - not that I needed my grades to be posted
to know whether or not I was going to graduate, but there was that one class that was making me a little
nervous! My friends chuckled as I walked around the place we were celebrating
with a huge grin on my face repeating, “I’m done! I’m officially an alumni!”
The next several days put the finishing touches on the process with all of my immediate and extended family coming into town for the graduation
ceremony. Luckily I was the only one that had to sit through the
whole thing, but more than anything I felt sorry for our university president –
by the time my ceremony was finished he had either shook hands or given hugs to
over 3000 people in two days! To quote his final words of the ceremony: “It’s
been an extraordinary day for all of us.”
As we sat around and had lunch together I was asked if I had
any pieces of wisdom that I had learned from college that I wanted to share –
and for the first time in a long time I felt like I didn’t know what to say.
Not because there weren’t any lessons
I had learned, but to the contrary - there were so many I didn’t even know
where to start. The lessons learned from friendship, teamwork, personal and
professional conflict, fear, responsibility, faith, risk, and wisdom all seemed
to flood back to me at once as I tried to think of just one where I could use a
story to show a principle, but instead it resulted in a feeling of crushing
nostalgia and gratitude for seeing where all God had taken me, and how the
stories and lessons that made sense in hindsight lent the faith that was needed
for the ones that had not yet reached their conclusion.
And that is how my undergraduate college career ended; a
rushing blur of family, ceremony, and “last times” whose significance was attempted
to be felt but probably never fully understood. Perhaps those final memories’
importance will become more tangible after the end of the summer when a new
city is moved to, new relationships are made, and the pulse of my alma mater will
no longer be able to be felt by simply walking around the town.
But perhaps the best part - and what holds my hope – is the
fact that God’s not finished. I am definitely sad about having to leave my
friends, the city, and the culture that I have come to love over the last four
years, but an ending like this also means a new beginning. For my journey it
means one of an opportunity to do something that I love, for a purpose I
believe in, and with people that I am honored and excited to be laboring. There
is much to be grateful for in a moment where one can look back and see very
tangibly the time that has passed and the lessons that have been learned, but,
for me at least, it appears that the next chapter has the potential to be just
as scintillating and exhilarating as the last.
My family after the graduation ceremony:
Diploma!
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